managing yourself for others

life itself i believe must be somehow lived for others. sometimes we need to get out of our selves to speak and to fight for others.

love over matters

indeed love has its way of dealing with every pains each of us is experiencing. there are circumstances that will permit us to feel desperate, unlove and even being left behind. but because of love we can continue to move on, to get through it, and to live our life the way it should be 'loving while living our own life at the same time maintaining our true identity and pursuing our own personal goals and aspirations.'
anyway love knows no rules and boundaries, it has no limitations as what the lord had demonstrated us when he gave his only son to die for us.
my prayer right now is that i will be able to continue loving. living and learning all at the same time!

fighting over ex's

it has been 29 days to be exact since my heart was broken 'as in broken into pieces' by the person you think has loved you the most and was willing to spend the rest of his life with you. i am always questioning myself if i deserve all these things to happen but up to now i cannot find any answer. all i want is to leave and left the man i love, i may be kind but i believe i cannot be a martyr to endure everything as if nothing has happened. yes we may have problems but is that always an excuse for one to hurt the person as he said he really loved? am i the only one to be blame for the misery and pains that i am experiencing right now. he never said 'sorry' for what he did that is why is it just right for me to forgive and eventually to forget is forgiven is not being asked for? i need some counsel but i don't know where to look for it this is all i have to write and express all my thoughts. till next time around .....

blogging for the first time

my first attempt with blogging is successful "thanks to www.blogger.com". my curiosity with blogging started when my former officemate had posted her blog in her own blogsite 'www.gandacious.com' , it amazing to know that even though one is not a graduate of any computer school nor even have a formal training in developing web site, yet we can still have our personal site wherein we can pour out all our thoughts. i just hope that i will be able to post more articles and eventually improve my blogsite later on.

life ups and downs

life itself is wonderful as the others are saying. which i find it to be true. just recently a great life realization had struck me. that life in order to be wonderfully lived we must not be dependent on whom we love, on what we have nor on where we are but it solely depend on ourselves. our perception towards life greatly influence our way of thinking and our way of living. hurts, discouragements and disappointments will be our life greatest stumbling block but it is encouraging to know that in every block there will always be straight road ahead of us. so i think we must all need to pursue our dreams and do the things we really want. after all life is wonderful!