it has been 29 days to be exact since my heart was broken 'as in broken into pieces' by the person you think has loved you the most and was willing to spend the rest of his life with you. i am always questioning myself if i deserve all these things to happen but up to now i cannot find any answer. all i want is to leave and left the man i love, i may be kind but i believe i cannot be a martyr to endure everything as if nothing has happened. yes we may have problems but is that always an excuse for one to hurt the person as he said he really loved? am i the only one to be blame for the misery and pains that i am experiencing right now. he never said 'sorry' for what he did that is why is it just right for me to forgive and eventually to forget is forgiven is not being asked for? i need some counsel but i don't know where to look for it this is all i have to write and express all my thoughts. till next time around .....
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Hi there! Don't blame yourself too much ok! Life has it's own phase and life itself has it's own cycle. But here are some thoughts for you to contemplate. By the way just call me houndz, a filipino.
Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide You
There comes a time when you must stand alone.
You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.
You must be willing to make sacrifices.
You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.
Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.
There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.
Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.
Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.
Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.
Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.
Take care !!
thank houndz, it's comforting to know that someone out there understands my situation. i guess i really have follow my dreams, get out of my comfort zone and eventually spread my wings. making compromises is not on my head, hurting back the person who hurt you does not make any sense at all.
what do you mean i need to make sacrifices? maybe sacrifices to pursue my dreams and move on. anyway, thanks for all the thoughts you sent me. you take care too!
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